My mind feels as cluttered with thought as this picture is cluttered with clouds...How do I make sense of it all?
Today is day two of temperatures in the 80's during the day in Phoenix, AZ. I am loving the weather and trying to put my life into focus. I need to set some goals. I need to find a job.
The one thing I know for sure is that I am clean and sober.. and cigarette free. Is that enough with my unemployment running out and still no job on the horizon. I do not know only my Higher Power knows that. My life is in his hands because I have turned it over to him. So how do I stop worrying? I am supposed to be at peace now knowing it is in the hands of my Higher Power. The truth is I am not always at peace and I get stressed and upset and I cry till I can't cry no more..
((((((Dawn))))) who said we are suppose to be always at peace? and not get stressed? or upset? Jeeeeez if that is the case then I am doing something wrong :o(
ReplyDeleteLife does get us down, thats what I've been told and it makes us feel stressed and not at peace and we cry till we cant cry anymore, BUT the key is to not stay there to long!
" Recovery is a whole series of storms, storms that help to sprout new growth, storms that flush clean our own clogged drains.The peace that comes after a storm is worth singing about."......If today is a stormy day, let me remember it will freshen the air I breath."....
We react more strongly to frustrations than normal people, and that is ok! Just remember you are not aloneand try to make a gratitude list, that is what Ive been doing as I been feeling very frustrated with monet situations, health and hubhys health plus worrying bout my son who cant find a job and is a month behind on rent.... I love ya awn and KEEP writing it down, thats what i was told to do and thats why I started my blog.
Love ya Prayers and big hugs!!